my case of abuse in english

Report about my case of abuse and non-consensual human experimentation
Name: angymary64
Nationality: italian
Gangstalking started in 2002
Blog: www.vitaspiata.blogspot.com
Youtube videos: angymary64 channel
born:18/11/1964
Hello everybody. I am a female subject of non-consensual human experimentation,a guinea pig being watched 24on24,7 days a week, spied and gangstalked by a covert organization that seems to have a military and medical profile. I'm trying to understand if and how I can escape from this cage and I'm looking for support from others targets. I have found many similarities with other cases reported in mind control forums, but I’m not sure if I am really a victim of mind control, as since now I never experienced symptoms as hearing recorded voices in head, microwave burns, remote sexual assaults, induced sleep or anything like that.
I'm quite sure I have been implanted with some microchip or electrodes emitting radio frequencies, but until now I haven't got any proof of evidence, as I wasn't able to perform a TAC scan nor other examinations..
The main symptoms I get are:
- a continuous “buzzz”in my head, a noise that I hear stronger when I lay in bed or in other situations of silence. This rumour is hard to describe, could be similar to a television or radio tuned on a free channel. It seems to come from both ears, that are also very sensitive to sound.When I am in remote locations, areas with no gsm coverage, open countryside, the buzz become stronger, more various and covers outside rumours. At times I have extreme heat in head, but no fever.
- dizziness, feeling of oscillation of the body, sensation of being lifted from ground when laying, all of this are stronger in remote locations;
- chronic irritation of eyes, extreme sensitivity to light and to cold, eye pulsations, alterations of vision as seeing “flying flies” or “digital high definition images” , I have strange spots in the white of eye, in pupil and below the eye;
- body emitting some kind of radiation
- everchanging blood alterations, circulatory problems, pins and needles in hands and legs; recidive varicose veins, capillars;
- suddenly racing heart in calm and relaxed situations (ex. during meditation) with sweating and thrills;
- sensitive peripherical neuropathy, often little cramps in calfs and feet, nervs pulled, muscular stress, sensation of electrical flow running all over the body;
- depression with ups and downs, anxiety, apathy, concentration problems, daydreaming.
Work situation:
I have an accountancy degree and changed many different administrative jobs in life, I worked also in tourism, selled and rented cars , traded with shares, and so on. I have lost my last jobs because of the harrassment and now I don’t have a fixed income, apart from a little pension from social previdence.
Family situation:
I don’t have a boyfriend/girlfriend, and since the harrassment has begun I find more and more difficult to have relationships. My last girlfriend could not understand I was under control and didn’t believe me, so she left. But even simple friendships have become complicated for me, in fact I have a few friends. So I suppose I can say I’m definitly single.
I’m a single mother of a 19old son, and we live together only at times, but for 3 years I lived alone as the social services took him away as a psychiatrist found me mentally ill (persecution mania). It ‘s quite ironic that just 2 months after this happened I got the most important job in my career, as executive manager in a catering corporation.
Shielding
I have read in the internet of many different ways of shelding oneself from technological hattacks, but until now no one of them seems to work for me. I tried alluminium or copper foil with no remarkable change. Magnets make me feel worse, the same as relocating in less crowded, less polluted countryside areas.
The only shelding I have found effective in these years is to keep moving, to change often address, to relocate in a different city, or country. The harrassment doesn’t stop anywhere of course, but at least they have to re-organize their strategies, change their movements, train other people, break-in in new flats and so on. I feel better if I don’t have to see every day my fake neighbours, being payed to watch me while I’m in toilet or to steal my rubbish from down the street.
Technological abuse
The technology always been used in my case is a kind of electromagnetic light not normally visible, it is charged to usual alternate electrical flow that becomes continuous. Perpetrators introduce it remotely – maybe by satellite – into the internal electrical systems of houses, offices, public illumination, but also in open air.
It can often causes malfuncion of all electrical appliances. I personally experience a kind of digital environment, as it was created with a 3d software, with very accurate imagery, double and multiple reflections, coloured shadows, stronger lights, echoes and hidden sounds, walls reflecting light like mirrors, magnetized objects, and other incredible things .
general effects are:
refrigerators, ovens, tv sets, but also pieces of furniture start to “chop”(they emit one single sound as they were hit or knocked) every hour or so.
All electrical lights need a few more seconds to be turned off.
In wood pieces of every type appear stripes never noticed before.
In monitors and televisions appear an upside line on the screen.
In light bulbs there are two flowlines instead of one.
Stand-by lights of appliances can change of intensity and shape.
Even if main switch is off you still get evidence of electrical energy
In curtains and texiles appear little folds, curtains looks heavy and starched.
Air circulation is reduced, even with open windows.
Little plants look weaker and don’t grow (they usually die in few months), flowers and fruits last less than usual.
Cats become nervous and look insistently around in places where’s apparently nothing.
I have also to say that along with this technology perps can use virtual reality, small and big holograms, changing in weight and density of matter, other science fiction effects, even if they have used only a few times, when they wanted to scare me to death, as I was behaviouring so bad.
After many efforts to discover the truth I believe that I’m probably taking part in a medical-militar black project, very extended in time and with a millionaire budget available.
The project needs 24hours surveillance, that is developed with high-level tracking and spying devices, and sometimes weird, unknown technologies and the human intervention of local perpetrators (agencies of private investigations, habitual criminals, army contractors, retired cops, and so on).
The perps needs their targets to be isolated, alone and weak to be better controlled, and in my case during years they spreaded all kind of voices about me to destroy my reputation, thing very easy to do for them, as I am an ex-drug addict and had some homosexual relationships in my life.
They also created the void around me in much thougher ways, for example one week after I took on a private detective to investigate my situation, they arrested my son creating a very complicated street theatre situation in the middle of the halloween night; another time they arrested some of my friends with false evidences, with the helping hand of some corrupted cops; another friend of mine was fired because he was helping me, and the next day someone informed his wife about false things and she left him on the street.
So now everytime I’m searching for the truth I expect to get their mafia style revenge, an accident to me or to someone near me, a robbery, a theft, a strange illness, or something even worse…
How my story started
Since october 2002 I have been targeted with very aggressive gang stalking, but I had problems of break-ins in my flat and telephone problems -landline and mobile disturbed with anonymus calls from covert numbers, “one-ring-calls”, rumours, echoes, and line breakdowns, etc- since early 2000.
At first I though it was a personal revenge by an ex-boyfriend and ex-professional partner of mine, as I had to report him for fraud, - we had run a building society together- and during the investigations I did about him with my lawyer, I discovered he was a private detective, a fascist supporter with many connections with evil people, but after a while I realized that yes, maybe I could have been involved in the organization in someway, but can not be the mandator of such a extended, very expensive, sophisticated, technological harrassment.
I had my flat being entered by perpetrators many times, they used to mess thing around, replace object with others similar, but above all they put devices that actually allow them to control the electrical system, the air and water system, and the opening-closening of all doors and windows.
I had my car and my motorbike damaged with the placement of weird tracking devices, that not only transmit position and hear conversations, but could also turn off the motor, stop the car, close the doors entraping me inside, put maximum heat-cold in the car, and so on.
Millions of times I noticed to have vans and trucks parked near me, cars and motorbikes following mine are a habit, so I won’t talk about this, but sometimes I noticed groups of mimetized military people spying me. Some of them were full equipped but some of them weared plain, formal dress. Once they were inside an empty building, it was at dawn and they were all dressed in black and placed black curtains on windows; once they were inside moving bushes in the woods; once they come out from underground hole in a tomato plantation! I never saw any gun, but lots of scientific apparatus that I don’t know what’s for.
Cocaine experiment
The heavy gangstalking and the electromagnetic harrassment started exactly when I had a relapse with the use of cocaine, and was carried on with the purpose of prevent me from taking this drug or not to make me feel any pleasant effect.
Before that period I had been using cocaine in the past without troubles, as I used to take it only sometimes and in very low doses, because I didn’t like it too much and because of the high price, but in that particular period I felt a very strong craving for it, I wanted it everyday and everytime, looking back it looks as I was possessed.
This started in october 2002,when I just suspended a 5 months interferon-rybavirin therapy because of worse collateral effects, and I was depressed and weakened from that kind of chemiotherapy.
After only 2 months my entire life was destroyed: I was put in a mental hospital for 2 weeks for “ paranoid delirium due to drug abuse”, I was forced to lose my job, my teenager son was taken away from me, my driving licence was suspended, my flat was damaged on a daily basis
I think that first they caused me an artificial craving for cocaine, testing some weird chemical or hipnosys-based behaviour induction, or the craving was a side effect of the testing, then they did everything possible to discourage me from taking it: they scared me to death with weird technologies, using virtual reality, holograms, remote-controlled objects, they put sleeping drugs in my food and drinks, closed me inside my own flat and car, make stuff disappear from the room, they reported everyone was taking drugs with me to the police, but keeping me out of it. Gangstalkers followed me everywhere in groups acting street theatre…and so on, until the last surprising technology they used, that worked for me and also for everyone who was near: a kind of energy weapon that changed the electromagnetic waves of brain, modifying neural activity, so we didn’t feel any sensation of being “high on coke”, but eventually, if we went on consuming it, could feel only horror allucinations
Marco Pantani
The famous cyclist and big champion Marco Pantani was in my same situation of harrassment. He was under surveillance by exactly the same covert organization that is targeting me. I believe he took part in the same experiment with induced cocaine craving, in fact his addiction was something very distant from his way of life. He become a cocaine addict and a paranoid with persecution manias from one day to another, like me. He was born and used to live in Cesenatico, 30 km from my town. Reading a book about his life I discovered that we were in Cuba at the same time, in december 2003. He was found dead on 14 february 2004 in a Rimini residence, at about ten minutes from my home. I had just returned in Italy two weeks before, watched some tv reports on his death and was shocked to learn he did exactly the same things I used to do, trying to defend myself from their vrtual reality attacks. Marco Pantani died for a cocaine overdose, that was found in his stomach, and I'm sure he was trying to hide it in his mouth, as perpetrators were swallowing it technologically, then he swallowed some grams of it fighting with a virtual ghost. Officially his case is closed, but there are a lot of unsolved issues about his death, and probably I’m the only one who has a precise idea how things really went, apart the covert military that killed him, of course.
My drug addiction and my medical story
I have been a drug addict for many years, I gave up in 1994, started again in 1997, gave up again in 1999, then had that bad relapse in 2002, when I first noticed harrassment and gangstalking, and it went on until 2004, with many intervals in between. Since then I’m not taking illegal drugs anymore, but I am still a alchool social drinker.
Because of my past problems with heavy drugs I had several hospitalizations, in time I did many blood exams and all kind of specialist visits, so they could have picked me up for some kind of lifelong medical testing.
Most of my past friends had immune system problems and one of my ex-boyfriend died of AIDS, we lived together and had sex without protection, fixed heroin with the same old tools…but after 20 years I’m still hiv negative. This HIV immunity also could be a reason for doing experiments on me.
As I had liver problems and had recovered from hepatitis B and C, in 2001 I did a liver biopsy, and a liver cirrosis was found; but until now I haven’t had any symptoms of it and 8 years have past. Actually I still drink beer, be active and have an average good quality of everyday life.
I strongly suspect that diagnosis was a fake.
In 2005 I did other visits with a professor specialist in new diseases, as I noticed strange spots in my eyes, in my back near the kidneys, and swollen lynfhnodes. After a few blood analysis and a spinal marrow biopsy they diagnosed me a lynphoma, a kind of fast growing blood cancer.
After further exams they say “sorry it’s not true, but you still have cirrosis” but insisted to cure me with a machine that wash blood cleaning heavy cells. But after what happened I didn’trust doctors anymore and went away. The problem is that I still don't have done any TAC or other digital imagery to find out if I have been implanted.

Kind regards and many many thanks for reading!
Any help or advice will be appreciated
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